MikadosGirl

Here it is everyone.... I'm forsaking this account. I'm not leaving permanently, just switching fully to my new account. Of course I'll randomly check back in to this one from time to time, but I'll add all of you to my watch list on the new account.

I have many reasons for this change, most of which I'll probably end up keeping to myself instead of writing some long essay. Which is what I originally planned to do. My main reason though, is I need to escape from bad memories and hardships, and get rid of the reminders of those times. To think, that people could be so cruel to one another, how easily love turns to hate... Pain is a cruel master that I refuse to bow down to. So, I'm leaving it behind. I can live without it... I have a much brighter future now, one that I have no doubts about.

To think, I was afraid. I actually had nightmares. Nightmares...

That's all gone now.

Anyway... You can all still find me here, my new account is . Please, stay in touch, many of you who mean so much to me, you've been a great support to me. Above all, you are my friends. I continue on in hopes of becoming a better artist, and I feel I steadily make progress the more I do. I will surpass expectations, even my own... I promise.

At any rate, don't bother trying to report anything "taken" from this page by the above username, obviously... as its me... duh. anyway.

I've got some new ideas and requests, if anyone wants to add to the list send me a request of your own. I'll be steadily working down the list, all will be colored with photoshop and posted.

[ ] Zaraki Kenpachi- Bleach
[X] Alchemilla Nurse- SH: Homecoming
[ ] Pyramid Head- SH: Homecoming
[ ] Chao- Sonic Adventure 2: Battle
[ ] Alucard- Hellsing
[X] Tattoo Commission- (this will become priority once I get details)

Enjoy!

Well now.
Hope everyone's doing great!! ^___^

Love to all of you!!
Heh...

Ok. Excuse the quick rant, before I move on to other things...

I did something today that I should have done a hell of a long time ago, but its done, and I feel good. As a matter of fact I feel damn good. And damn confident. I feel like I can sit back, and relax for once, feeling great about myself and the person I am. I really needed this. No one has been willing to give it to me, so I had to reach out and take it for myself. And its worth it. I feel like saying "screw you" to the world, to anyone who won't take me for who I am, to whoever feels that I am not "good enough", that I don't fit their standards. So, to all of you with that attitude, I do say it: screw off, and leave me the hell alone! I am me, I am a great person, I am caring and compassionate though some people still refuse to appreciate it, I am unbiased, and I am open to anything! There is nothing wrong with who I am! And I will stay the way I am: confident in myself and my abilities.

Moving on...

Working on a few new things currently, including a portrait of a mother and child (commission from a coworker), a second abstract art (gasp! I know!), and a couple new character concepts which may or may not become the new and revised version of Alma (one of my OCs). And the concept I have now, is damn good if I may say so myself. So wait for it... I also have in mind a few new ideas which are not yet on paper, but will soon as my drawing skills are back and improved and full of confidence. I also might decide to post up a colored version or two of some of my art, as thanks to the wonderful my Photoshop abilities are also greatly improved, and I want to try out a new style he taught me. SO. Wait for it...

And a loving shout to , I have not forgotten about you... still debating what to make for such a great person. ^_^

yep, gonna be editing soon, get rid of a LOT of old stuff, focus on putting up more of my photos... and some of the other stuff I've  been working on. Hopefully soon.. *fingers crossed now*
Really.... I can't stand to look at some of this crap anymore...